are you happy then?

lagi ngedit ngedit foto sekarang udah masuk album mas Royyan. Pas ngedit waktu pae n mas Royyan berenang tiba tiba nangis :'(.

wondering.. did you happy back then?
did we made you happy?
have i make a lot of effort then? to raise you? to make you happy?

did i happy to raise you as my son?

sometimes see you again in every pictures i've taken back then make me think.. you are so healthy why did you go?
then again.. jawaban itu udah pasti Allah yg nentuin semuanya.

betul.. and i know

but still

did you happy back then? having me as your mother?

:'(

i'm sorry for everything :'(