Hati hati

Menjaga hati..
Jaga hati sendiri dan jaga hati orang lain

Jangan sampai hati sendiri kena penyakit hati (iri, dengki, dlsb) .. Dan jgn sampai menyakiti hati orang lain ..

#istigfar
#belajarBuatSelaluHusnudzon

jadi ibu ituu....

musti tahan banting
kuat jiwa dan raga, lahir dan batin
jadi g cuma musti sehat fisik buat bisa dampingi aktivitas anak2 tapi juga musti punya kewarasan mengatur emosi agar bisa kontrol diri untuk tidak melakukan hal hal yg tidak di inginkan.

harus bisa profesional.. dalam keadaan bete karena urusan lain teteup musti bisa senyum dan sabar dalam ngadepin anak.

dengan jam kerja yg g tentu dan task list yg biasa mendadak dangdut alias unpredictable kudu bisa tetep sehat minimal kudu ttp bisa stand by karena bagaimana pun anak2 bukannya g peduli ibunya sakit tapi memang butuh ibunya buat stay ON no matter what..

But..
Emak juga manusia .. G selalunya bisa sesuai dgn keinginan di atas..mungkin lebih banyak errornya (khusus untuk saya -_-").

Ps : lagi ca to de pe djiwa dan ragha :(

are you happy then?

lagi ngedit ngedit foto sekarang udah masuk album mas Royyan. Pas ngedit waktu pae n mas Royyan berenang tiba tiba nangis :'(.

wondering.. did you happy back then?
did we made you happy?
have i make a lot of effort then? to raise you? to make you happy?

did i happy to raise you as my son?

sometimes see you again in every pictures i've taken back then make me think.. you are so healthy why did you go?
then again.. jawaban itu udah pasti Allah yg nentuin semuanya.

betul.. and i know

but still

did you happy back then? having me as your mother?

:'(

i'm sorry for everything :'(

miss the old times

apakah ketika semakin berumur tidak boleh mengulangi lagi keindahan saat di awal dulu??

live like a warrior

Feel like the world don't love you
They only want to push you away
Some days people don't see you
You feel like you're in the way
Today you feel, as if everyone hates
Pointing their fingers, looking at your mistakes
You do good, they want great
No matter what you give they still want to take
Give your love and they throw it back
You give your heart they go on attack
When there's nothing left for you,
Only thing that you can do, say
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Fight like a Warrior,
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Live like a Warrior
Some things you should let go, they're only gonna
pull you down,
Just like weight on your shoulder they are only
gonna make you drown
We all swing high, we all swing low,
We all got secrets people don't know
We all got dreams we can't let go,
We want to brave, Don't be afraid
Ohh
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Fight like a Warrior,
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Live like a Warrior
Your heart is too heavy from things you carry a
long time,
You been up you been down, tired and you don't
know why,
But you're never gonna go back, you only live one
life
Let go, let go, let goooooo, Let go, let go, let
goooooo,
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Fight like a Warrior,
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Live like a Warrior
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Fight like a Warrior,
Today, today, live like you wanna,
Let yesterday burn and throw it in a fire, in a fire,
in a fire,
Live like a Warrior

song by : matisyahu
ost : walk with dinosaurus

cheer up ;)

Jika ingin bahagia,
maka beranikan diri untuk membayar
harganya. Dengan air mata, pengorbanan, dan
kelelahan hati. Hiasi usahamu dengan
tawakkal, kuatkan dengan keyakinan.

Yakini, bahwa hidup ini sementara.
Bahagia tak selamanya, seperti halnya duka
dan air mata tak akan bertahan lama. Akan
ada masanya semua datang dan pergi silih
berganti. Jangan kehilangan momen! Gunakan
setiap waktu untuk mengerjakan hal yang
indah-indah dan baik-baik saja.

Life is
not end, yet, women... Cheer up! You don't
know how strong you are, until being strong is
the only choice you have... ^_^

*sumber : artikel sekolah pernikahan noveldy

gigi oh gigi .. sakitnya tiada akhiir

dudul itu ketika sakit gigi lalu periksa gigi daaan gigi yg sakit g bisa di apa2in tapi nemu gigi lain yg bermasalah dan musti di eksekusi.

hiks belumlah hilang gigi yg sakit kini bertambah beban karena yg musti di eksekusi ternyata "kekacauannya" mendekati lokasi yg bikin ngilu ngilu..

alamak jaaaaan #nangisDarah

jam segini masih blm bisa makan malam, gigi baru ditambal sementara dan dikasih obat blm boleh makan.. si anak gadis non stop minta nenen mulu dan masih kebangun2 aja.. sedang para cowoks sudah pada masuk dunia mimpi.

lapaar baah!!