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Jangan bergantung pd makhluk karena sungguh kau akan kecewa

Powerless

Powerless,
Useless,
Meaningless

#plak

:'(

Show me the meaning of being lonely..

Don't know where i stand for right now..

Dibutuhkan atau tidak..
Atau benar memang hanya sebatas itu :'(

Not perfect

I'm still not a good wife
I'm still not a good mother
But i'm still trying to be better

And honestly,
I need help
I need support

Not a judgemental
Not a harsh words

I'm admit
I'm just a woman with little kid inside,
Who can be
Who still need attention
Need support
And sometimes need a rewards when i do good not only accept punishment when i do bad :'(.

I Won't Give Up

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so
easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I
can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to
use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at
stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we
did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world
caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not,
and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.
Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am
loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are
loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

By : jason Mraz

Terpuruk

Even the birds sound more peacefull that mine .. #of course :p

Just keep silent and mind my own bussiness i think.. :(

Not the right person for right now :'(

Smart people belong to smart community .. Yes?!

Buat pae

Keinginanku denganmu hanyalah sederhana
menjadi teman sejati dalam hidupmu

Di sisimu ketika senang menghampiri
Di sampingmu ketika sedih itu datang

Menyediakan telingan dan hati untuk semua cerita cerita mu
Meski sering kau bilang "ilmu dinda g nyampe"
But still,
I just want to be the first one to know anything that happen to you
Even thought my brain is not as smart as you or someone else around you

My life is just around you and our sons, nothing else
I cant stand to see my sons soo close with someone else
I can't stand if my sons seek someone else when they want to cry
So how can i stand if when you down and you find someone else to share??

I just want to be someone in your mind after Allah, and your parent
Be someone who u can turn to when you need a comfort
Someone that you want to hug when tears falling from your eyes

I know you are strong
You can face anything in this world alone
And if its not, you always have people around you to share
But,
I just want to be that special person in your heart
Be the only one

I realize that in many ways I still  not a good wife, or a good life partner :(
But trust me .. I'm trying

I love you

Keinginanku denganmu hanyalah sederhana
menjadi teman sejati dalam hidupmu

Di sisimu ketika senang menghampiri
Di sampingmu ketika sedih itu datang

Menyediakan telingan dan hati untuk semua cerita cerita mu
Meski sering kau bilang "ilmu dinda g nyampe"
But still,
I just want to be the first one to know anything that happen to you
Even thought my brain is not as smart as you or someone else around you

My life is just around you and our sons, nothing else
I cant stand to see my sons soo close with someone else
I can't stand if my sons seek someone else when they want to cry
So how can i stand if when you down and you find someone else to share??

I just want to be someone in your mind after Allah, and your parent
Be someone who u can turn to when you need a comfort
Someone that you want to hug when tears falling from your eyes

I know you are strong
You can face anything in this world alone
And if its not, you always have people around you to share
But,
I just want to be that special person in your heart
Be the only one

I realize that in many ways I still  not a good wife, or a good life partner :(
But trust me .. I'm trying

I love you

Need to find passion .. Kamana atuh passion ..

Ga ada yang sama

Setiap orang memiliki standar atau batas kemampuannya masing masing.

Ga ada manusia yang memiliki standar yang asli super sama, bahkan orang kembar sekalipun.

Para pejabat yang menjabat sebagai presiden, titel yang sama belum tentu memiliki kemampuan yg sama dalam mengelola negara.

Sama halnya perempuan yang jadi ibu, titelnya sama kemampuannya pasti beda. Tiap orang punya kelebihan dan kekurangan masing-masing.

Tiap orang punya masa lalu berbeda yang membentuk dirinya hari ini.

Tiap orang punya permasalahan yang berbeda meski sama sama bertitel ibu dengan jumlah anak yg sama dan sama2 punya 1 suami,

Tiap orang memiliki usaha yang berbeda dalam bertahan dan menjalani hidup.

Tiap orang memiliki medan pertempurannya masing masing.

Respect each other,
Mind your own bussiness.. Be better for you own good and becoz of Allah, not becoz of others

#notetomyself