Shoulder to cry on

When you need a shoulder to cry on
When you need a friend to rely on
When your whole world is gone
You wont be alone
Coz i'll be there...

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Not that i'm not thankfull for everything i have
But right now.. I just need a shoulder to cry on.. But there's no shoulder i can use..
Want to say all the things in my head but always no a good time to say it all..
But there's the time.. I have no courage or the time isn't right..

Need a friend to share T_T

Show me the meaning of being lonely

Trying to created happy thoughts..
But tears are still falling from my eyes
i know i must be feeling happy for my son
but still the lonely feeling wont go away

wish u can read my mind like edward..
Wish u were sensitif enough to know my mood changes
but its just my wish
cause i still cry here alone..

Ooy tears... Go away please..